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OMG, I fail so much. I just haven't had any inspiration to create art recently, but that's no excuse for disappearing for over a year. I'm really sorry, guys. I may not be making anything for awhile longer, but I'm back to comment and favorite again. Thanks to everyone who commented, favorited, and friended me while I was on hiatus. Again, I'm sorry.
WTF?
Thanks to my sister, who let me know that some dipshit has stolen some of my devs, including an older one I think kinda sucked. WTF is wrong with people? I'm not linking to the thief because I'm not going to give the fucktard the satisfaction of a single pageview.
I deleted the devs in question, but not before contacting the website with screenshots of my page informing them that the works would be taken down, so no one can use the excuse of, "I thought I was crediting her by hotlinking the image," which is bullshit someone tried to pull with a photo.
Seriously, WTF? If you're going to steal, people, why not steal from people with more tale
I'm Baaaack!
As some of you know, I had a bit of a financial snafu not too long ago. Just because it's no longer a looming issue in need of immediate attention doesn't mean I returned to my old ways -- far from it.
I've started couponing and have already received $45 in goods for free. Each time I'm tempted to buy something, I ask myself, "How much use will I really get out of this?" If the answer is, "It's not practical for everyday use," I don't buy it.
I feel I've grown as a person; I'm more sensible now, and I wanted to share some of my newfound knowledge with the few of you who read my journal. So every couple of weeks, I'll update with some tips f
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"We met a long time ago. This was years ago when Nike Air Jordan's were the status symbol," my dad said, "I thought he was a heartless son of a bitch. I was standing outside having a smoke, and there was a kid not much younger than we were, eighteen or nineteen, looking for handouts. Greasy hair, baggy clothes, you know the look. I went for my wallet, and Jack said, 'Don't you give him anything.' I thought, 'What kind of prick doesn't give a homeless kid money?' And then he said, 'He's wearing brand new Air Jordan's. Either he comes from money, in which case he doesn't need ours, or he is homeless, and he spends his money on expensive s
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My birthday is next Wednesday. Today, my mother announced that she would be having non-emergency dental surgery on Tuesday and would need someone to babysit her for the next few days. I said, "Wednesday is my birthday." She looked completely shocked.
My mother forgot my fucking birthday. Lovely.
I've been having a really bad period of insomnia, partially because, due to a paperwork error, I have to sit out an entire semester at uni. Because of the way certain classes are offered, that puts me back a full year in Russian. A year. Because someone else can't do their fucking job.
Just... I never fully comprehended the meaning of do not
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Hi hon!!! I have been gone MUCH longer than you.. Don't get me wrong, I have wanted, all along, nothing more, than to be able to create.. however, my mother was ill with cancer and did not know she had it, she was really ill for some years, then, found out she had it.. started treatments.. then passed away. However, that is not all, my youngest brother passed away, a year and half before her, in 2013. I also lost my youngest sister in 2007. After mom passed away 12/13/14.. I had put all my things in storage to come be close to her... when she passed, I took over her apartment, because she left ALL of her belongings to me. Yet, I could not afford to pay the rent and also pay the storage, and was forced to bring all of my things in with her things. Needless to say, I have very little time at home, at one time.. only here for an hour or two at a time, usually, always in transit.. and so I feel like all I ever do, is pull things out, to get started, and then I have to leave, and it ends up getting put back like it was, by the time I get home at night. AND.. it has been making me depressed, I am overwhelmed. Yet, I want it done so badly, I am trying to get it done by forcing myself with no sleep. Not good.. and I am so tired and depressed, that, I am sometimes eating every other day.. one day nothing, next day, one meal, barely. I just do not have an appetite, yet.. believe me, I want to be preparing healthy meals after losing her to cancer.. yet, I cannot function in the state I am in. I AM finally making more progress with the house, yet, it also seems, when I DO have a day or two to work on it, something ALWAYS comes up. I finally got my computer back up after several years of not going online. I told myself, fuck it.. I am going to take a break, my mind needs it.. and created something.. I am also using a friends photos to create a Manip.. I am going to "squeeze" art in, finally, after years of not creating.. I know if I do so, I will feel much better, and will even function better.. sometimes, you just have to take a break from everything, and do something that satisfies YOU.. especially like myself, not doing anything for myself in all of these years. Also, My horoscope for 2017, says, that I am ending a 9 year cycle that has been rather bad.. and beginning a new 9 year cycle that is supposed to be good in every way, and, that this first year of the cycle will bring many changes for the better. I really hope so, I cannot take much more loss or sadness, depression, pain.. anything negative. I just can't. I really hope that everyone is in for a great new 9 year cycle. I hope you will find some inspiration.. I am going to have a look through your works tonight or tomorrow night.. for sure by the weekend! Try to find something that will inspire you. I have been digging around for music, old and new.. I've missed all of you!!!